I feel having a teacher is useless, unless you know who a real teacher is. But you don't need another person. You have life, you have time, you have people who despise you. 'You have the universe within you, then why worry?'

[or]

Even if you find a teacher, you need to outgrow the need of that teacher as soon as possible.

19.09.2013

Sadness upon sadness. Misery upon misery. Until you reach the edge and stare at the empty sky. To the point where you would be glad if the sky swallowed you.

When you are truly standing at the edge with nothing else to hold on, you will see that even a little sapling coming to life from the earth could fill you with joy much bigger, deeper than anything else.

Upon that very moment the sky will bow down to you.

17. 09. 2013

"I'll never ask anyone to wait for me"
"But they'll wait for you."
"That is the irony."
"Isn't it?"
"Yes, now go away, please."

16. 09. 2013

A sky to keep you on track, a few patches of grass on the earth to remind you of beauty and immense suffering all the way until you find yourself.

16. 09. 2013

In a dark room

beneath my pillow

there are fireflies flying

trying to find their falling trees.

06.04.2011

I live in a dream

So far from the place you live,

nothing but silence to give.

I walk with the wind

while your world sleeps.

06.04.2011

Metamorphosis in darkness.
Then the dripping sky,
a journey between time and distance.

Little lambs grazing.
How do I walk back into the past?
How does one see beyond the windows, trees and the sea?

White, pink, blue
bells and whistles,
the tiny flowers know.

I stare at the window sill,
knowing and not-knowing.

Last winter I went ploughing in the fields
And suddenly the sun came out just for me.

10.02.2015

Silence,
I dissolve
inside my head.

Little blue bird
basking under the sun
do you see?

A decoction of the night's peril.
I carry my head in my arms.

A thousand little flowers bloom
on the island where I am walking.

Priceless, priceless, the silence
I wear.

Endless, endless, the sun, the moon
and the stars that I see.

09.02.2015

The days outnumber the nights,

and in a silent corner

I live inside my head.

A thousand times

I have lived the same life

and in a thousand

different ways

I have lived.

What begins will end

and what ends will begin

in another form.

This is the flux of life.

10.05.2016

Silence

The night takes it away
I keep nothing to myself
I've never had anything to myself,
not now nor afterwards.
The night takes it away.

The hills disappear behind the trees.
People come to visit, I turn them down
telling am busy.

Some friends call me on the phone
I talk for a while then promise to keep in touch,
But I never call, they call a few more times then they stop.

I sit and stare at the sky every night
as my memories tumble and fade.

The night takes it all away.

06.02.2015

(am going to post a few more stuff I had written in the past and hope to catch up with the present as soon as possible)